Down...way down...

Another week is coming to an end...hmm...nothing much happened except for the craziness at work...it practically got me, eaten me alive & spat me out...sigh...buay tahan...

Been feeling down & insecure about myself lately...dunno what's wrong..but i feel like I'm slipping back to my old self who is not the person I like...been crying a little...but no one knows...shhh....I think that had also affected Beastie in a way....sigh...

WAKE UP JANICE!! STOP BEING A BITCH & IDIOT!! Sigh....the monster is coming to get me.....

Till I'm ok again......

TIRED.....好累啊！！

Sigh...so tired...last night went KTV with Norvin & friends..aiyo...The lady quite nice leh...but hor..when she got bit too much to drink ah...a bit hay-wire....heehee...
Reached Beastie's place at about 1am..then showered then koon.....zzzzzz......

I had the weirdest dream ever last night at Beastie's place.

Beastie, myself, Bloop and my colleagues were having a gathering at this place which looks like his house...lots of pple...very noisy...then we are supposed to go attend one wedding reception or something...so we walked out and saw this corpse of an animal which looked like a leopard or lioness...the body doesn't have a head...it was like it's being blasted by a big gun at the neck...bloody...then i clung on to Beastie so tightly....we continued to walk...then saw the head....then one guy came to us & the group..telling us that they are trying to control the animals..those who didn't listen...get blasted..like 杀一警百.. We were like HUH?!....After that we quickly walked away....

When we arrived at the reception...a lot things were going..there were wedding lah...party lah...then saw this particular room...where they placed an alter for Beastie's maternal grandmother (The foster mum of Beastie's mum)...so I went over to pay my respect... After that i saw something really nice on the alter...which is a pair of sunglass..very antique looking...i dunno what came over me..i took it & try it on...nothing happen...so I put it back..then a jewellery box...i took it & opened it up...nothing inside...then Beastie's mum came into the room & told me to put it back..because it's like disrespectful...then Beastie said..no lah...Ah Ma wun mind one lah....SUDDENLY, the photo of Ah Ma fell backwards & broke into half!!!!!!!! I was like AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...scared the shit out of me...I kept chanting sorry sorry sorry....Beastie was in shocked as well....then he consoled me by saying..nothing de lah..if Ah Ma angry..the picture will fall face down mah...wah lau..what theory is that?!

After that I kept holding on to Beastie...while he cleaned up the place...then from the corner of my eye..i saw a shadow...I know immediately that it's Ah Ma...but it's in the form of the picture that was broken with the frame...she spoke in Hokkien....to calm me down...becos I was almost going hysterical...she said she did that on purpose so that she can appear in front of us...then she said she wanted to see me...she said i'm a good girl & will have great future...she wished me good fortune & health...as for Beastie, she's happy that she can see him again...she told him to be a good man & he will be great in future....then she disappeared!! Both of us were crying & calling out AH MA! AH MA! AH MA!...WAIT AH MA!!....AH MA TAKE CARE....AH MA!!!....The rest of the family were shocked by this...
This makes me wanna go check with Beastie & see whether he got a photo of his grandma.

Then the scene changed in to 客栈...something from the 武侠小说 kind of scene...we were the owner of the place...to me...it's like we were at the shop at Fu Lu Shou....but it's a diner instead...So we were getting ready to open for business or getting ready for a competiton or something..then this sickening lady came in to the diner..she's from next door or something...to me, she's like the fat lady who worked in the foot reflexlogy place next to our shop at Fu Lu Shou..she is the ULTIMATE kaypo lor..wah lau... So in the dream, she said she wanna check the place out & see whether she can help clean up a little....she appeared to be sincere so we let her in...then things started to happen...we felt weird..then the customers started to make complains...then they started to leave!! Suddenly I saw that there were small crystal-like particles on the floor which will make people feel very uncomfortable & act out of the norm (WAH...maciam whatever secret weapon or 法宝 or magical shit in 武侠小说)....Beastie & I saw her running up the stairs (By the way, our 客栈 is 2-storey kind) & scattering the particles as she went....we ran after her & shouting our warnings!!...不要跑！...Finally we managed to catch up with her...I tripped her & she fell...Beastie tried to grab hold of her but she's too fat..& she knows martial arts!! (I know this is getting out of hand..but read on..) Then she started to come after me with this sword-like weapon..she thrusted it at me a few times & I managed to avoid it & I managed to save some customers along the way because I also know martial arts!!! wahahahaha...Beastie then came to my rescue....I nearly gotten my right leg chopped off..Beastie managed to grab her again & pinned her down with some help from the customers becaused that fat woman really damn big....

Then my alarm went off......

Till I continued the ridiculous dream again......

Ro is off to Genting!!

Wah...Ro ho mia leh...went Genting....nice nice...BIG MONEY!!

Just read her blog....Buay tahan her...really leh...she ah..everything...Yes, I mean EVERYTHING also can link to this se7en guy from Korea.....fainted.com man....

The melody of the song on her blog..not too bad...but Ro, ask you ah....You understand Korean meh???

Till Ro come back again.....

YEAH!!! AT LAST I GOT IT!!!

Yes! Yes! Yes! FINALLY I've gotten internet connection from my wireless Lan on my laptop at my house!! NOW i can surf like mad!! wahahahahha...

Ro had been complaining that Bo & myself (a.k.a Fo) haven't been blogging....sigh..i wanted to but nowadays the office people, in fact, it's the management, is bloody anal about surfing the net during office hours. The irony is that they, THEMSELVES, and those whom they favour, are surfing like there's no tomorrow!! KNN....

Well, I will try to load all the pictures that I have & been wanting to post them up on blog asap.

The more I think about it, the more KNN the feeling...that's why I told my kakis in office...
他妈的，真的是“上面手指指，下面做到死”

Till I upload the much overdue pics again......

Just Because - Anita Baker

This is an old song....but the lyrics are so simple yet very moving....amazing how some oldies can move you like this....

JUST BECAUSE

Anita Baker
(Micheal O'Hara, Sami McKinney & Alex Brown)

When I think about how much I'm loving you
No limitations, no set of regimented rules
I'm amazed how much this love has touched my life
And the commitment that we share is a welcome sacrifice

This must be, sweet fatal attraction
My life-long date with destiny
Love this strong, it just brings out the passion
I never knew was here in me

I love you just because
I love you just because
Just because I do, my darlin'

Emotions more than words can help me say
I love you, baby, just because you're you
Just because you're you

You're a diamond in my mind. a treasure found
A precious gem to me. you're so nice to have around
I'm so glad I took the path that led to this
And it's amazin' loving you, I'm doin' things
I never thought I'd do

I don't know, there ain't no explanation
Of why I'm sharin' love at last this way
I won't try to work out all my reasons
I'II use these words to simply say

I love you just because
I love you just because
Just because I do, my darlin'
Emotions more than words can help me say
I love you, baby, just because you're you

I love you just because
I love you just because
Just because I do, my darlin'
Emotions more than words can help me say
I love you, baby.

Could it be that there's more to this than meets the eye
Maybe that's the reason why
All I know is when I'm in your arms it feels all right
I'II hold you tight and I come alive

I love you just because
I love you just because
Just because I do, my darlin'
Emotions more than words can help me say
I love you, baby, just because you're you

Till I have more recommendations again......

Copy & Paste - Die Please

Let me die please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sigh...

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But Hot today is that toopid Shraddah de leh...dun like....hatha is that Ashley..dunno who is she....Theraphy Adi..i like...but go there at 8.30pm like a bit kuku....sigh....so tired..i want go leh....but the class today sucks....i think i'm going into depression...ah....how how how? jiu jiu wo ba...sigh...or i should stay OT...then go Roomful for a drink? sigh...how how? sigh...dying dying.....dead.....

Till i paste again......

Finally it's ok now!!!!!

WOW!! It's been ages since I've written anything...ever since Blogger started to give me problems...I almost gave up blogging...

Went to do my usual routine read on Ro's blog..I was simply amazed on the letter that she prepared for Bo..so damn cute...with all the Onionhead's emoticons...heehee...good one Ro!

Been really busy at work...sigh...damn fustrated..but no choice...well...

I'm having my breakfast now...so quickly post something before the mood goes away & before I groove into the endless shithole of work...

I promise to write more from tomorrow onwards ok?

Last but not least, Bo...you look ABSOLUTELY gorgeous on Saturday night! Be happy!!

Go BoFoRoJo!! Love you gals!!

Till I add on again......