It's been a long time

Woah! It's been 20days since I'm up here writing (This is hilarious! I'm actually blogging! Fainted.com)

Anyway, as far as I'm concerned, so far so good...pretty simple life...home, work, home, work again, hanging with frens, home, work..& it goes on & on....*yawnzzzzz*

Saw that much hated face again this week. TWICE in fact! Why? Why? Why? I wonder whether she knows the truth...Just hated it when nothing is being done to annouce the facts to her, leading her on thinking that she still stand a chance. F#%K OFF, BITCH! Anyway, I know I shouldn't be so affected by her presence BUT I just couldn't help it. Why am I so threatened by her?! The ugly head of Inferiority is making it's move again....Grrrr.....
I know it's childish but a woman's going to do what a woman's going to do to protect her possession...ESPECIALLY this one! Right, this is how it's going to be the next time! She won't even get to come close in affecting me....I'll show her!

It's Monday today, guess it's going to be BUSY! Guess I'd better get back to work.

Till I'm free again......

Never the same again...

I'm back..It's been a while..Actually only a couple of days..heehee...BTW it's my bday this Thursday so HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ME!..muahahahahaha....

Last Sunday was my mum's bday...I sent her an SMS to wish her a happy bday & she just replied, "Thank You"...well..that's that...Then at about 4plus 5pm, my sister called me, saying that mum is treating seafood dinner for her bday so asking me whether I wanna go. As I've already have plans to meet my dad for my advance bday dinner so I couldn't make it. Even if I'm free that evening I wouldn't go. Why? Because I'm always second best & I'm always an after-thought to her...so no point...

Well, guess the crack can NEVER be patched ever again...sad but true...

Till I feel again......

2nd Day at my new work place

My 2nd day.....not too bad, people here are friendly. But quite free now, so thought of adding more stuff into this thingy.

Moody since Monday. Ultra pissed off yesterday. Disappointed today. Well, life still goes on....

Till I breathe again......